Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11

when i was a little girl I used to look at the clock at 11:11 quite a bit.  I remember thinking to myself, this date is going to be significant in my life. (or SOMETHING). Today as i was walking around the neighborhood in Southern California with these cute kids that I am tending for the week, it dawned on me that today is 11.11.11.
and because nothing WAY exciting is happening today, or happened today in my life.. I started thinking..
who am I today.
am I happy with myself.
am I at the place that I want to be.
could I be better, of course, but am i on the path that i want to be on.
???
these questions started flooding my mind.

I am not perfect, I am not near as good as I would like to be, but yes, I am happy with the person that I am trying to become.  I am more than happy with my life. 

so that was the cool thing that happened to me on 11.11.11
I was just happy to be me today. nobody but me.
that's a good feeling.

I hope you are happy to be you.
love, cheeseball me

oh yeah, and one more thing.
today i am grateful for THESE things

nail polish
hand soap
popcorn
sisters
christmas music
love
zycam
skype
socks
best friends
prayer
hot chocolate
mom+dad
laughter
my bed

...
these help