Dear Self.

• You drive like a grandma (no offense gram) .... but don't you wonder what you look like in your car? with both hands on the steering wheel and your arms bent.... your nose basically touches the window.
  
• Stop choosing not to hear your alarm clock... it's going to be around for a long time.
• Good job on using your new gym membership..... keep it up!!
• It's okay to crave chocolate covered cinnamon bears..... but they are almost extinct so eat sparingly.
• try to remember to see the good in everyone
• It's okay to laugh at almost everything. laughter is what gets you through the day.
• It was so fun to be with your sisters over the weekend huh?? I just talked to your mom, she said that she will be coming to see you ... soon!
• It wouldn't hurt if you did a load of laundry.
• One day you will have a boyfriend that will take you out on Friday nights.....but until then you can continue to stay in all weekend.
• I know you are SO EXCITED to be an aunt. but try to focus at school.
  
• One of your FAVORITE cousins is coming to CALIFORNIA this weekend. 
• take more pictures.
• Bachelor shouldn't be on your mind that much. but you should go watch it right now.

xoxo.

Bachelor.

Was anyone else laughing when Jake and Vienna went bunji jumping and their bodies were flying all over the place?? cause I'm pretty sure that Sharlie and I laughed till we had tears coming down and we definitely rewinded it more than twice. I could have stopped the show right then.  I don't know why it was so funny to me but if you get a chance, watch that part again.

other than that.......

Michelle gone.

Elizabeth gone.

And i'm perfectly fine with those two decisions.  

Jake had it right on last night in my opinion.  But several times during this episode I said out loud, "I am humiliated that I wait and wait all week to watch this." IT'S ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS. but yet. Monday's still remain my favorite day of the week Chris Harrison.  And you are right, this is definitely the most dramatic season yet.

Lets pretend.

Lets pretend that yesterday morning I woke up and looked at my phone and a strange telephone number was calling me.  So I picked it up and listened to the person on the other end of the line say....

"CONGRATULATIONS, YOU HAVE BEEN NOMINATED TO HAVE THE BIRTHDAY PARTY OF YOUR LIFE .... YOU CAN INVITE WHOEVER, HAVE IT WHEREVER, MONEY IS LIMITLESS, YOU HAVE ONE DAY TO FIGURE IT OUT AND CALL US BACK."

So.... it's been one day.... and this is what I have come up with.

   

Unlimited Chillis. all day long.

We will skydive in the morning.

By "we" I mean, all of my closest friends and my family.. 

and maybe some guy like this guy.

We will land in Disneyland. and have the park to ourselves.

Then we will be able to go inside this huge cake 

Only to have a private concert from these guys.

...............................

RSVP.

Thursdays

Thursdays are the worst.

I signed up for hair school not 'skin disorder' school.

honestly I don't really want to go into detail about what a..

mascule

vesicle

bulla

tubercle

wheal

tumor

cyst

papule

pustule

is.

and if you saw the pictures my instructor is showing us right now. you would want to throw up too and just play MASH with your neighbor Paul Jesus.

My thoughts are keeping me up

I need a pedicure.

I want to go to the gym tomorrow but I have so much going on.

I need to go to the bathroom but my toilet paper is in my trunk.

My car is on empty.

Should I get up and make a sandwich or should I have a microwavable lunch tomorrow?

Why do boys think so differently than girls. 

Is american idol really starting this week?? 

today was a really good day at church

my fingernails are longer than they have ever been, i'm sure.

I have spent a lot of time on my 'words with friends app' lately.

I really don't want to set my alarm tomorrow.

Yesterday i got a fortune cookie that told me April 9th will be a good day for me. I wonder what will happen.

I wonder who Jake will end his relationships with tomorrow.

My report is due tuesday and I haven't started.

goodnight.

Bachelor.

I narrowed it down to 5 for me. In no specific order. what are your top 5?