Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11

when i was a little girl I used to look at the clock at 11:11 quite a bit.  I remember thinking to myself, this date is going to be significant in my life. (or SOMETHING). Today as i was walking around the neighborhood in Southern California with these cute kids that I am tending for the week, it dawned on me that today is 11.11.11.
and because nothing WAY exciting is happening today, or happened today in my life.. I started thinking..
who am I today.
am I happy with myself.
am I at the place that I want to be.
could I be better, of course, but am i on the path that i want to be on.
???
these questions started flooding my mind.

I am not perfect, I am not near as good as I would like to be, but yes, I am happy with the person that I am trying to become.  I am more than happy with my life. 

so that was the cool thing that happened to me on 11.11.11
I was just happy to be me today. nobody but me.
that's a good feeling.

I hope you are happy to be you.
love, cheeseball me

oh yeah, and one more thing.
today i am grateful for THESE things

nail polish
hand soap
popcorn
sisters
christmas music
love
zycam
skype
socks
best friends
prayer
hot chocolate
mom+dad
laughter
my bed

...
these help


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY TO YOU!!!!!




My little BAY is all grown up.  TOMORROW she turns 18.  She is officially an ADULT. she loves to say that.  I still think she is a baby though.  A little about bays....

I just want to start by saying, I SCORED in the little sister department.  I could not have asked for a more amazing little sister.  I don't even know where to start.  Bailey is the type of sister that will have just cleaned up the kitchen from making herself some lunch and I will walk in the door and she will ask me what she can make me for lunch.  She always is making sure everyone else is happy.  Bailey makes me laugh till I cry.  She is so stinkin hilarious and she doesn't even try.  Bailey is so responsible.  I can count on her for everything.  She is SO good with kids.  even better than me sometimes ;) . Bailey is seriously the best little sister I could have ever asked for.  She has always been there for me and I want her to know that I will ALWAYS be there for her.  

hope you have a happy birthday knowing that you have an older sister that loves you to pieces.
xoxo

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

r.i.p.

so much is going on in the world today
......does anyone even care about CASEY?.....
bye baby.

Monday, May 2, 2011

girls just wanna have fun(ds)

girls night.
chocolate
face masque
Dear John(i love you)
fingernail painting
cheesy music
no boysDUH
just a lotsa girl talk
oh&photo booth.


I always love my girl time.
ps. this is hayley. my new found friend. we work together&are about to live together. she's great.
the end



Saturday, April 30, 2011

yummies.

I was just typing up some recipes for a cookbook.  I thought I would share some of my favorites with you guys! I always love when people share recipes and what is more fun on a Saturday then making something yummy in the kitchen.... so here you go!

  • Better than (S) cake

  • Ingredients
  • 1 package devil's food cake mix
  • 1/2 can sweetened condensed milk
  • 6 ounces caramel ice cream topping
  • 3 bars chocolate covered toffee, chopped
  • 1 (8 ounce) container frozen whipped topping, thawed

Directions

Bake cake according to package directions for a 9x13 inch pan. Let cake cool for 5 minutes.  With the back of a wooden spoon, poke holes all around the cake making sure not to go through to the bottom. Heat up the carmel and pour it over the cake, then pour the sweetened condensed milk over it as well. then sprinkle the crushed chocolate toffee bars across the entire cake while still warm. Let cake cool completely, then top with whipped topping. Decorate the top of the cake with some more chocolate toffee bar chunks and the carmel/condensed milk topping. Refrigerate and serve right from the pan!

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Banana bread

Ingredients

  • 1/2 cup margarine, softened
  • 1/2 cup brown sugar
  • 1/2 cup white sugar
  • 2 eggs
  • 1 1/2 cups mashed banana
  • 2 cups all-purpose flour
  • 1 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1/2 teaspoon of vanilla

Directions

combine margarine and sugar until smooth. Beat in eggs, then bananas. Add flour, soda, and vanilla. stir until it is all combined. Pour into greased pan and bake at 350 degrees for 45 minutes-1 hour (or till toothpick comes out clean). Remove from pan and let it cool.

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Chocolate chip cookies

Ingredients

1 cup butter
1 cup brown sugar
1 cup white sugar
2 eggs
3 cups flour
1 teaspoon baking soda
1 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 package chocolate chips

Directions

Bake at 375 degrees for 7 minutes.  They will firm up as they cool

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Carmel corn

Ingredients

8 cups popped corn
3/4 cups brown sugar
6 tablespoons butter
3 tablespoons light corn syrup
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon vanilla


Directions

Heat the sugar, butter, syrup, and salt (heat until mixed (stir) stir until it boils.  Then take it off burner.  Add vanilla and baking soda.  Pour it over the popcorn and bake it at 300 degrees.  Bake for 15 minutes.  Take it out and stir it and bake it for 5 more minutes.

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Tortilla soup

Ingredients 

2 onions
4 garlic cloves
bunch fresh cilantro
2 cans black beans
2-3 cans stewed tomatoes 
1 teaspoon ground cumin
8 cups chicken broth
cooked chicken

avocado (chopped) monterey jack (shredded) limes and tortilla chips

Directions

cook chicken with celery and salt over medium heat.  Saute tablespoon butter, olive oil, onions, garlic, and cilantro. blend tomatoes with saute. Pour back in sauce pan and add cumin.  Boil chicken broth then add tomato, chicken, and black beans.  Simmer all together

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Crepes

Ingredients

4 eggs
2 cups milk
2 tablespoons sugar
1 1/2 cups flour
4 tablespoons oil
1/2 teaspoon salt

Directions

blend it all together in blender.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

hunting season

yesterday I get a text from my dad....

"Dane (my little 5 year old brother) said that he doesn't need to go to school anymore because they got to 'Z' today in the alphabet!"

silly kid.

wouldn't it be nice if we could all be kids again for one day? When all that mattered was selling lemonade and playing house.

& getting all the easter eggs on EASTER.

oh wait. we still think we are kids.  or at least MOM still thinks we are kids.... but I tell ya, Easter is quite the little party at our house. & it gets pretty competitive! 

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I would love to be my neighbor on Easter. watching all of us OLD KIDS runnin around the yard.  Sometimes even pushing each other over for some jelly beans. just kidding. There's more than just jelly beans in them.  CINNAMON bears this year!
:) my fave.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Easter Sunday.

last May I had the opportunity to travel over to Jeruselum with some of my family.  It was one of the greatest experiences of my life.  It was a really special day the day we got to visit the garden tomb.  While the tour guide was explaining some things to everyone outside of the tomb, I snuck in and was able to spend about 10 minutes by myself inside.  

This special experience is one I will never forget.  I knew that day without a doubt that he lives.



He is not here-for he is risen!
oh how sweet this sentence gives, I know that my redeemer lives.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

iphone funnies

so I went to florida after I went to mexico. 
I went to babysit my two little siblings which is always a treat for me. Boo is 6 years old and dane is 5. Boo had a play on the Thursday that i was going to be there, so she told me she needed a costume because she was going to be the mother duck.  She said she needed a brown shirt with black brown and white feathers.  (didn't seem like an easter time play to me, more like thanksgiving.) but she insisted so we went to 3 different stores trying to find the right things to make this costume! 

well. so we found the stuff eventually. and I stayed up for quite some time that night making this costume.  I just couldn't believe that her teacher expected parents to actually make these costumes! ... I asked boo several times if she was sure...

"yes mads, I am sure!!!"

well then right before bed she comes walking in and says to me... "just so you know, the feathers were actually MY idea."

I busted up laughing, SO HARD. and at that moment I pictured this.....


it was. HILARIOUS. I just felt like all the parents were looking at me like... you were really excited for this play!!!!! hahaha

PS.
I was looking through my photos on my phone... thought I would share some.


I love taking pictures of people sleeping. especially next to me on airplanes


I was studying for my written exam for cosmetology.....


my little brother said to my little sister, "boo look there is a limo!!"     
                                                

Diego flores was my teacher 2 years ago at UVU.  He was that teacher I could never understand.. I saw him the other day.
    
 

I have those red tennis shoes....somewhere. I swear I got them in the girl section





those are just a few.
hope you're all having a good day!!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

just another adventure

vacation couldn't have come at a better time for me.  could not have been more perfect.  everything about it was perfect.  (well I guess the weather could have been a TAD bit warmer & the food could have been a little gross so I wouldn't have wanted to eat it all)... but other than that. 

the first day on the ship i just wanted to sleep all day.  we had a 4 am wake up call to get to the airport for a 6 am flight.  i had decided to be irresponsible and start packing at 1 am that morning.  you do the math.  i was running on 1 hour of sleep the day we traveled.  but i hung in there until i got to our room on the ship and i passed out for a few hours.  then we had a couple days on the ship to just relax and hangout.  it was so nice for me!! some of the highlights of just hanging out on the boat are

  • the food of course
  • drinking the yummiest pina colada I have ever had while sitting in the jacuzzi with bays
  • playing basketball with my big brother dallin
  • laying out soakin the sun up
  • reading my book 
  • relaxing relaxing relaxing
  • family dinners in the dining room
  • the hypnosis show that my family made me participate in *shook my butt like it was no one's business.
  • only using the elevator once to go down baby!
  • playing with the cutest baby in my world
  • playing cards
  • just spending time with my family

....

our two stops were cabo san lucas and puerto vallarta.  i was loving life the second we got onto land in cabo. so many different people yelling at you from different directions trying to convince you that THEIR boat or THEIR tour is the best... brand new in fact!!! & that we should go with them! i knew i was in mexico and i was SO happy about it.  we did go with the guy that promised his boat was brand new by the way & that was the convincing factor.  we went whale watching that day which was so cool.  the whales that we saw were insanely huge. i'm tellin ya, HUGE. i am so afraid of the ocean so if i thought about the things swimming around under me that could have swallowed the whole boat... well... i just didn't let myself think about it! .. then the rest of the day in cabo we played on the beach, drinking soda, and walking around buying things from people begging.  it is part of the experience ya know? i love it!

in puerto vallarta we got a van to take us around for the day.  we went to the jungle and did a zip lining adventure.  it was quite the work out but it was so cool to experience that! I had only been zip lining at girls camp so i was in for a treat.  i did exactly what the guys told me to do because i wasn't about to fall off that line into the middle of the jungle, no thank you! : ) it was a fun day, to finish it off we went shopping a little at a market, i got me some natural vanilla! mm I love the smell of vanilla. getting on the ship was nice this night though, we were all tired!


so the trip was coming to an end, it was friday night and the next morning i was getting off at 8 am and my family wouldn't get off until the afternoon.  i was supposed to get off and get a taxi to LAX and jump on a plane to florida for a week to babysit my little brother and sister.  so i was excited about my vacation dragging on a little longer, i packed my stuff up and we went to dinner that night.  dinner was great! we had a good family talk to end the trip, loving life still! everyone was jealous of my dinner this night, i got tempura vegetables .. kind of like happy sumo! i was excited about it because i had been craving something like this all week.  welllllll after dinner dallin & I went to the show to check out the entertainment for the night.  i started getting an upset stomach so i told dallin i would meet him at the room.  I went back and asked mom and bailey if they felt okay? they did.  I figured i had just eaten way too much again and i just said....."i wonder if this is what it feels like to be pregnant?" haha.  anyway, an hour into sleep i was in the bathroom living on the ground by the toilet.  worst feeling huh? and then every hour after that.  I was so sick.  i threw up i think 7 or 8 times throughout the night .  at 5 in the morning i was laying wide awake feeling scared.. "how in the world am i supposed to be going by myself to florida in 3 hours .." so mom and i walked down to the medical center on the ship to see if they could help me.  They gave me some gatorade and lots of medicine.  it helped a little bit! so with so much help from my great mother, i got off the ship when i was supposed to.. except i was walking like a zombie.  i had zero energy and still felt sick. i got a taxi and got myself to the airport.  well i was sitting at my gate and all the sudden they announce that our flight has been delayed.  i was upset, only because I needed some sprite or a drink in me and i couldn't see anything close for me to buy something and i didn't have enough energy to go search! so i sat patiently waiting for them to let us on so i could get sprite! .... well an hour later they announced that our flight not only has been delayed, it has been canceled till TOMORROW. it is noon on saturday at this point.  i was seriously dying i thought.  i was a mess.  okay so i am in LA by myself, feeling like i need to be in bed throwing up, my family is going to long beach to get on their flight right now.  i was trying to keep calm, i followed the people on my flight and we went down to go get in line to fix everything and see if we could all get on different flights.  well little did we know, we were all about to be standing in this line for the next 6 hours.  there were 50 people in front of me and each person was taking 25-30 minutes each with the desk people.  so i sat on my suit case in the line, sort of making friends with the people in front of me.  I was so sickkkk and so miserable. i cried to my parents on the phone, telling them i didn't know what to do! so we tried and tried to explore options but nothing was working. all i needed was some water or something at this point.  i was getting really weak. i told the sweet lady behind me that i was feeling sick and i needed to go find some water so asked her to save my spot.  by this time the mom and her teenage son in front of me, along with the lady behind me, we were friends and they sort of knew i wasn't feeling good.  anyway, i go to find some water and i promise there was nothing anywhere! if you have been to lax, you may know what i'm talking about. i'm not sure.  anyway, i asked a few people where a fountain was or something and they just said way far away basically! so i went into the bathroom and started crying.  i was feeling like i was going to pass out and i needed something! i decided to drink out of the sink.  so i did that and i took my medicine like that. haha i was bawling, and taking pills in the bathroom. looks great eh? i almost laid on the ground too. zero zero energy and i knew i still had to stand in line for another 4 hours and probably have to stay in a hotel tonight by myself in LA feeling like this. anyway, i clean myself up a little bit and start to head back to the line.  i couldn't make it there.  i started shaking so bad and it made me start crying because i knew forsure i was going to faint.  i sat down in the middle of the hallway.  haha bless my heart. the people in the line could see me, they come talk to me and i am hysterical. all i want is my mom at this point. they call paramedics and i was like.. "really, just call my mom! she is in long beach i just need her.." .. and you know what they said to me?? "you do not need your mom you are 20 years old, you are making yourself sicker by crying, so stand up and stop crying, we're not calling your mom, come with us." okay people, i seriously called the man an idiot & I got my weak fingers to dial my moms number and told her to please come to LAX because i couldn't even walk anywhere and these men were thinking i was faking it or something. ahh worst day ever. they helped me stand up, the people in line with me all clapped and hugged me (hahahahah) dragging my feet and stumbling i made it to the car then they took me to the medical center there.. my saint of a mother didn't get on her flight and she came to meet me at the medical place where the people there were not being very nice to me either.  i was just so fed up and just wanted to get out of there. so when my mom got there i just said "let's go, i don't even want them to check me out, i just want to go get something in me and go home." .... so frontier airlines was the airline that i was with that day, i wouldn't recommend them.. unless it was just a really bad day. and lax paramedic crew, wouldn't recommend them either.  but geez, so mom and i got put up in a hotel that night because they didn't have flights till the next day at this point.  so we stayed at the hacienda and ate at this nasty diner on frontier. we hungout with 2 buddies that helped me that day at the airport. haha. i went to sleep at 7:30 that night though, slept great, woke up feeling 100x better, gave my mom the biggest hug, and took the complimentary shuttle to the airport and everything went GREAT with traveling that day. ....... & i finally got my sprite, they even gave me the whole can .

florida: to be continued!

Monday, March 7, 2011

love love love

Alexandra Snarr.....
since birth



we have been not only cousins, but best buds.
(it's okay if you are laughing out loud at this picture.. I am too)



Ali is one of my very best friends and after countless conversations about how we see our future playing out... what type of guy we are going to end up with... what we want out of life... you know... always discussing this

I am SO happy to introduce


the soon to be MR & MRS.

So so happy for ALI and for her new FIANCE Eric.
I love and adore this girl to pieces & I have loved getting to know Eric & watching the two of them fall completely in love.

If I had one word to describe them it would be PERFECT
I'm not kiddin they are perfect for each other
I know that they are going to have one heck of a life together & they are going to be a rockin couple

al, i support you 100% in your decision to say YES.
but will you ask Eric if he supports our iggy's tradition/slumber parties once in awhile? I don't even mind if he joins....

I love you girl
now let's get to work... April 21 is comin quick!!